~ Some Miracles Take Time ~: Saying Goodbye to our friend, Tinkerbell.

Can I say how hard this is, I have cried for the past 3 days now and the tears still come.

Saturday, Shayli and I went to do some running around. I got Shayli ready to leave and let her out into the garage to see the baby goats we are bottle feeding. I opened the garage door when I came out and Tink came over to say her "Hellos" and then took off.

I put Shayli into the car and started her DVD, and then went looking for Tink. I kept having this thought that I should move the car out of the garage, this came to me again and again. But I was to busy calling for Tinkerbell.

I called for her about 10 minutes or so and she never came. I heard the dogs behind our house barking and thought that maybe she was back there. So I got in the car to go and look for her.

I always pull out slowly of the garage due to the fact we have a small dog and we also have a Princess. Well I got a little ways out and I felt this bump, I knew that there was nothing in the driveway to run over, it was clean and KNEW that I had just ran over our Puppy. I got out of the car and FREAKED, I had ran over her..

She went very fast and never knew what hit her, but I feel so bad. Shayli keeps asking for Tinkerbell. Or where did Tink's bed go.

I called Justin the minute I did it and freaked out. I had to get her out from under the car and clean it up. I didn't want Shayli seeing this. I dry heaved and gaged the entire time. I just cant believe this.

Just the other night she alerted us to someone in the yard, she was such a good puppy, we are going to miss her very much.

Justin told Shayli that Tink is up in Heaven playing with Jakob, Jeneh and Lynli, that they needed a puppy to play with too and Tink went to play with them. Shayli seemed to be OK with it. Shayli sees me crying and says "Mommy why are sad?" And gives me ((Hugs))) and kisses. Such a cute little girl. She dose not like to see Mommy cry.