Christmas 2011

December hasn't changed
This town looks the same
They still light their tree in the city square
There's red, white, and green shining everywhere
And I wish you were here
... And I wonder......

Is there snow falling down on the streets of gold
Are the mansions all covered in white
Are you singing with angels silent night
I wonder.....
what Christmas in Heaven is like

There's a little manger scene
Down on Third and Main
I must've walked right by it a thousand times
But I see it now in a different light
'Cause I know you are there
And I wonder......

Are you kneeling with shepherds before him now
Can you reach out and touch his face
Are you part of that glorious holy night
I wonder.....
What Christmas in Heaven is like

Is there snow falling down on the streets of gold
Are the mansions all covered in white
Are you singing with angels silent night
Oh I wonder....
What Christmas in Heaven is like

Every year I do something little for my children's grave, its not much due to the fact that someone likes to take things off my children's graves. So I choose simple and if its something they want, I hope they burn in Hell for taking it.
** Today as Shayli and I were driving home she asked me when we were going to the Kids graves to see what they got from Santa. I had to think for a minute because I always place the "Santa stop here" sign on their grave, and we have one for her. She can't wait to see what they got from Santa.....
She asked me if she could open their gifts.
She makes me smile.
Love this girl, she is the reason I live.
I love you Shayli.


Shayli and Aspyn at the West Haven City turning on of the Christmas Lights.