I look forward to this day so much. I long for the day that I can once again hold them again.
At the beginning of the event they did a welcome and then one of the ladies got up and sang a song that Her Husband wrote when they lost their daughter. Up to this point it had not rained, and when she started singing, the clouds opened up and started to cry... It wasn't a lot, but they where tears from heaven. The Angels where also sharing with us their tears... How I miss my Children, Jakob, Jeneh and Lynli.
After the song we were given balloons as we went on our walk. Blue for little Boy's, Pink for little Girls, and White if you didn't know the sex. So Justin and I got 6.. WOW what a number. We did our walk and then went back to our seat and waited for them to read the names of the baby's we had just walk for... By now it had started to sprinkle again, "tears from heaven." I heard a lady behind me say something about look at all of those Balloons that Family has, I wonder if they are all theirs...... I smiled and just shook my head to myself, "Yes, they do all belong to us."
Then they started to read the names and we let go of first Jakob's balloon, then Jeneh's, then Andin's, Lynli's and then the two little baby's we lost that we never knew if they were a boy or a girl.
Our dream to hold our children again is FOREVER, we know that someday we will be able to do this, and I sooo look forward to this day. But for now, we hold on to our little Princess that has been sent to us from Heaven and KNOW just have VERY blessed we are to have ALL our Angels.
I miss you all, Jakob, Jeneh, Andin, Lynli, our 2 little baby's, and I my Shayli Bug... I look forward to the day when we can ALL play together and roll down hills, chase, Tinkerbell and pick flowers.
LOVE,
MOM
1 comment:
beautiful, thank you for sharing.
Stephanie (& Nicolas)
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